I thought you were supposed to be my starburst colored early morning sky
leaving me breathless with each new day.
I thought you were supposed to be the countless stars at the end of my day.
I thought you were supposed to be the cool spring rain and the hot summer sun
that would nurture me.
I thought you were supposed to be that unexpected thunderstorm tearing away all
the weak pieces of me and making me strong.
I thought you were supposed to be the amazing colors of fall and
the gentle soft snow of winter giving me rest.
I thought you were supposed to be my provider, my protector.
It was my foolish disappointment to find that you were none of those things
because I realized only GOD can be that to and for me. By DeVine @
We so often think we have found someone that will fill in all the empty
parts of us. Sometime to the point of making them a God and ultimately being
disappointed when were realize they are just as human as us with many flaws,
and painful issues they are learning of and yet worked through.
I have found it is hard for someone to fully be themselves when they have
or someone has assumed them to be a certain way and they may not fully be yet.
I say yet, because we all come into relationships with unresolved issues that we have
yet worked though or didn’t realize existed.
I have learned to live with, appreciate and grow with my partner as we learn and
discover more about who we are and how it is that we come to be the way we are.
And more important being patience as we work to improve the parts of us that need to
be made whole.